Heart telling me the truth about my job

Well, it seem like god hearing what my heart's telling..
When i was worked in Motorola, i felt the job is totally not compatible with my strenght of attention to details and checking documents should be the job that best suit me..
After 2 years plus, i have found a job in Citigroup, as a doc checker, which fulfilled my requirements that time. However, it tie up my freedom completely, i have no time at all, and almost 12 hours stayed in the building and checking the documents non-stop. It really test my patients, I seldom seeing the sun-set and mostly the moon only, it is a crazy life, however, i still can stand with it and work there for 2 years. Well, it might be because of the companions that have accompany me these days, which i am not feel alone, and can stay long.
I have promised myself to change the 'no life''s life, and finally have quited the citi's job. Citi's benefit and working environment is not bad, just that the working hour is too long and exhausted. The lack of freedom's job make me decided to change my field, which from admin to sales, it is such a brave action and decision that i have made during that times. Yeah, I am now become a mortgage consultant. it seem like very free and flexible, the freedom that i have here is super nice, however,the sales target and the peoples factors are the main sources of stress of the job. This is the only job that make me feel lonely. Yes, i have freedom, but there is no one could share my happiness of being free, is all by myself.^..^..Nevertherless, i learn a lot indeed, i felt the inner growth of mine..
Now, my another concern...money matter..earn not much,but work so hard. Comparing to the other country, our purchasing power is very low...work hard,money not much..this is the main issue, which i have to think it seriously. It is not worth to work like hell everyday with just a little money. I am THINKING THINKING AND THINKING....what should i do the next?!!!